I finally put her to bed at 6:45 pm and she was out by 7:15pm. When I came out of the bedroom after she was down for the night, I was so ready to run away for a few hours to decompress by aimlessly walking the aisles at Target or Wal-mart. But I was so moved by the scene in my family room -- the kids in their pjs sitting on David's lap while he quietly read Rapunzel's Revenge to them. How can I run away from that? I couldn't do it. I let them finish their chapter and then the kids were sent up to bed after brushing their teeth. And it was only 7:25 pm! Bonus! I can't remember the last time the kids went to bed before eight.
So instead of running away, I decompressed by cleaning the kitchen with David, packing lunches, and then reading books on the couch together. I am in a much better place now and tomorrow is a new day and a new chance to start all over again with my little baby.
TTYL.
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